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October 19, 2017

In Praise of Challenging Academics

I remember walking into my first class as a freshman; I was excited but also very nervous because I did not know what to expect. I would describe my outlook as cautiously confident. I felt good about what I would be able to do, but I also knew that there would be some challenges along the way that could surprise me and that I would have to work through.

After the first few weeks, I felt good about where things were headed. I turned in my first large assignment — a paper for my first class — which made me feel even better. I was confident in what I wrote, and I believed I would receive a high score on the assignment.

The following week (while the papers were being graded) I took a test for a different class and did poorly. I was upset because I thought I had studied enough. The next day, the graded papers were handed back.

I received a 75%.

As someone who overthinks a lot and gets overly stressed out, I outdid myself in those qualities walking back to my dorm after seeing my grade on that paper. Doing poorly on the test was one thing, but I was excited to get the paper back and redeem myself with a high score because I was sure I did well.

I got back to my dorm and sat at my desk thinking about my grades and my classes, maybe I wasn't college material. I started questioning myself.

What if I lose my scholarship? What if I don’t pass my classes? Will I have to drop out?

After talking with my dad, my friends and my professor over the next few days, I felt better and tried to put the paper behind me. My “cautious confidence” was not the same anymore; I was worried whenever I turned in a paper or took a test.

Over time, however, I saw my writing and study habits improve, and my confidence in my abilities gradually came back. For the rest of the semester, I saw my grades in all my classes improving as well. By December, I reflected on how ridiculous it was for me to overreact the way I did to my predicament. The academics were challenging, but they weren't impossible. And the more I worked at it, the better I got.

I realized it was an important experience for me, and I’m glad it happened. Had I received a great grade on that paper, I would have settled and kept writing the same way without pushing myself. Had I done well on the test after only studying for a minimal amount of time, I would have continued those habits, and eventually it would have caught up to me. In a college that focuses on Christian liberal arts, I was able to learn how to think and to be adaptable to many different contexts.

I’m sure I am not the only freshman to go through a confidence-shaking experience.  During any given academic career, most students will have ups and downs. But it doesn't have to break you; if you adjust and persevere, the experience can make you a better student. I faced the challenge of a Geneva education, and I'm better for it and ultimately more confident. Here's to challenging academics!

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- Andrew Domencic ‘19